It's been nearly 4 months since Jack's trach was removed, and I am so proud of the progress he has made! Jack has always done everything at his own pace, and I have learned to be patient... very very patient. He always seems to 'beat the odds' but now we have to face his biggest obsticle... LIFE.
I am going to be brutally honest, mostly for myself but also to let others see in to my heart.
Everyday I pray for a miracle.
Everyday my heart breaks.
Everyday I hold Jackson and wish I could take his place.
I try to live day by day, and not think about the future.
I try to give my heart a break and put a smile on my face.
I try to be happy.
I will never label Jackson as disabled.
I will never stop loving him.
I will never give up on him.
I wonder what life would be if things were "normal"
I wonder if he will go to college.
I wonder if time heals all wounds.
I know that Jackson is happy.
I know that He is loved.
I know that God has a plan.
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